Coins
dans les
bras de Morphée a
kiss evaporates
While I'm
looking for a camera that would enable me to film some living coins a
hitherto unknown nephew starts building a house around me. It's not
that I was out in the open before he began. I was going around my
business following this idea of making this film of actually living
coins, two I found in a drawer. They weren't alive when I put them
there some 20 odd years ago, but apparently something happened in the
meantime. My wife (she is my
wife in this dream) is in a room I cannot see looking for a job. It's
mandatory. She has to to get unemployment benefit. In the dream as in
real life. Obviously it's not her dream.
closed
ice-cream shop
we
queue up
for
nothing
It
takes me quite a while to find the camera. I know what it looks like
(and it's nothing like a camera, more like a cheap microphone from
the 70's; that's
dreams for ya) but
I can't find it. It's that feeling: you know what the missing thing
is, what it looks like, where you think you have seen it, where you
put it the last
time you used it, what the drawer/box/closet/cupboard smelled like.
But it just isn't to be found. Gone, it is.
I
began looking for it in my usual flat surrounded my the usual mess
but
as nephew X was building the flat
became a house and
the house was now in the city
and not in the village I live in. More and more family members and
friends I haven't seen for years began walking around in the house.
They all wore
summer clothes and drank their preferred drink from plastic glasses.
At least my sense of season
is in sync.
3.47
that's
when
the
blackbird
starts
singing
At
long last I find the damn camera but then the house is full of people
I'd rather spend time with than with coins, alive
or not. The dream-nephew
finish his work by painting all the walls white.
hot
morning
a
couple splits up
beneath
my window